Thank you to everyone for the positive comments about my post, I'm quite gobsmacked by the number of likes, and having the post bumped again is just what I need at the moment to re-inspire me as I've been feeling very low for some time due to some very difficult personal circumstances, and as some of you may have read in other threads, I'm at a point where I need to make some serious decisions, including whether or not to go full time in the van.
I guess I'm lucky in that I had a good education and parents who made me work hard, and also that writing has always come easy to me. As I've said elsewhere on this forum, being taught to touch type as a teenager means that I can type almost as fast as I can think, and having been "trained" to write essays at O level and A level in academic subjects, means that writing long posts and debating issues is something I do enjoy. I'm very glad that others enjoy reading some of my posts. I'm now thinking that I should spend more time writing for my blog, about my adventures in the Big White Van, so you as readers are now inspiring me.
Since the original post, the Transit has cost me about £1800 in MOT and other essential repairs and the last of my redundancy pay has now been spent just keeping it on the road (instead of spending it on getting the leaking roof of the house repaired!), and I have wondered whether I was doing the right thing putting so much money into simply keeping it running. Having reread the original post, I'm in no doubt that this is the right thing for me, as those magic moments that I've had in the van are priceless, and will stay with me for life, and as I also said, my sense of adventure has been reawakened, as has also my sense of pride in myself. The feeling of pride and satisfaction at getting myself out of being stuck in mud, in the middle of nowhere, having spent ages on my belly underneath the van in stinky salt marsh mud, moving bits of carpet and rubber matting around under the wheels, gave my self-confidence in my ability to cope without panicking or resorting to tears such a boost, and that memory is one which will stay with me for a long time, and when life is tough, it's something to motivate me - I can indeed get myself out of the sh*t on my own!
And I have been inspired by so many others on this forum, who have described their adventures, their difficulties and ways of overcoming their difficulties, their self-build stories, their pleasure in their own vans. I've been given ideas, help, advice and support, which just like the memories of my own adventures, are also priceless. I've not always agreed with all of your advice and suggestions and there's been times when I've been frustrated and annoyed with some comments on the forum, but the learning process continues, and just as I'm continuing to learn more about the van and how to adapt it to suit me better, I'm also learning a bit more tolerance and how to be more like a duck (water off a duck's back).
But if anyone else mentions Carbon Monoxide to me... :hammer: :mad2: :danger: