nowhereman
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About 30 years ago I was into skiing competitions, mostly dry slopes in the uk. This eventually led to a trip to the Italian alps. Now what I remember most about this trip as a 13 year old was being in a coach half way up a mountain with sheer drops and loving every second of it. The heights and massive ravines were pure exhilaration and enjoyment.
Now thirty years later I have found myself on similar roads. Once as a passenger,( once only and never again.) Next couple of times as the driver. The enjoyment that these roads offered as a teenager has now turned to sheer terror and I now tense up and and get a cold sweat just thinking about driving these roads. The fear that has developed has just made me miss out on visiting a friend in Portugal because he said there was no way of getting to where he lives without driving a few of these roads. This has now become very annoying and has got to the stage that planning a trip in europe involves checking whether the roads will have sheer drops or even if a very high bridge will be encountered. Bridges such as the Tyne bridge in the UK are no problem, the Forth road bridge however I can cross but have to concentrate hard on keeping calm and looking only straight ahead.
This never used to be a problem in younger days but it is now.
Has anyone else experienced a similar change or am I the only one that has difficulty stopping my a**e from twitching every time a bit of height comes into it.

Now thirty years later I have found myself on similar roads. Once as a passenger,( once only and never again.) Next couple of times as the driver. The enjoyment that these roads offered as a teenager has now turned to sheer terror and I now tense up and and get a cold sweat just thinking about driving these roads. The fear that has developed has just made me miss out on visiting a friend in Portugal because he said there was no way of getting to where he lives without driving a few of these roads. This has now become very annoying and has got to the stage that planning a trip in europe involves checking whether the roads will have sheer drops or even if a very high bridge will be encountered. Bridges such as the Tyne bridge in the UK are no problem, the Forth road bridge however I can cross but have to concentrate hard on keeping calm and looking only straight ahead.
This never used to be a problem in younger days but it is now.
Has anyone else experienced a similar change or am I the only one that has difficulty stopping my a**e from twitching every time a bit of height comes into it.